Horrible admin tasks to face today, closing PayPal, sorting out the bank, amongst others. I’ve found that some companies are very clinical, some uncompassionate and some wonderful, LinkedIn were so good and easy. I hate paperwork as it is, but this is the worst paperwork of all.
Slept ok but dreams were very vivid, can’t really remember them now either, only parts. Must face going back and sleeping back in the bedroom soon…dreading it. The reality that he is gone will be unavoidable.. and I’m a little scared how I will cope. What will I do now? How can this all even be happening? It all feels like everyone has boxed him off and are moving on, and I don’t want to… how could I ever box him off and move on? He was my husband and I should be with him now enjoying the life we had together…
A Little Bit of Life 