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Tag Archives: life
Whatever is manageable, whatever is maintainable .
So although my bodies been a git today (stupid possible Oat Milk reaction) it turns out (funnily enough) that if I don’t eat 3 bars of chocolate, 2 packets of crisps a day and be as consistent with walking my … Continue reading
3 boxes.
Imagine 3 separate boxes. These are the boxes where I contain my grief. Let me explain. The first box is where I hold memories and thoughts of John that are too painful or traumatic to think about and talk about … Continue reading
Posted in Bereavement, grief, Life, loss, Perseverance, Widow
Tagged Bereavement, Faith, feelings, grief, life, loneliness, loss, pain, Widow
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Anniversaries
Haven’t written for a while! Just haven’t had the words or the energy. The world has been exhausting with the pandemic and the nonsense politics Johnson and the Conservatives are subjecting us too. 😡 Don’t get me started cause I … Continue reading
Posted in Bereavement, grief, Life, loss, Widow
Tagged Bereavement, dad, grief, life, loss, widowed
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Time will tell.
During my ten days of isolation after Dad had died and I’d watched every single thing ever on all the streaming platforms and catch up I watched this film about an Australian film maker who suffered with depression. When it … Continue reading
I don’t know.
Yesterday while out walking the dogs I bumped into someone (not literally, social distancing et al.) from church who I haven’t seen since March 2020. We had a little chat and at the end they said ‘Hope to see you … Continue reading
Hopes and dreams
I’ve recently found myself wanting to have hopes, dreams, desires and being invested in things. Continue reading
Posted in Bereavement, Life, loss, Perseverance
Tagged Dreams, Hope, life, loss, worry
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Time, Rings, Tears and Things.
As I have mentioned previously time is such a strange concept this year. While chatting with my therapist last week we talked about how time is going fast and yet slow in equal measure. I cried a lot about John … Continue reading
The Struggles Real.
The other day I did something really scary. It’s something most Christians would never admit to doing. They wouldn’t admit it to themselves that they actually found this true let alone anyone else. After everything I have been through with … Continue reading
(Long) Snippets of the Vickster on the eve of Lockdown 2.0
I’m feeling the need to blog, however I am very tired, partly because I stayed up till 4:30am watching the America Election results and partly because of every other part of life since 2017…. so what comes out next might … Continue reading
Posted in Faith, Life, Perseverance, Theology, Uncategorized
Tagged life, lockdown, Theology
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A ramble of different things.
My Dad has been very poorly and was in hospital for 5 weeks. He is out now…apart from the hospital losing him for 2 hours over the weekend when they took him back in briefly. If I’m honest I don’t … Continue reading
Posted in Bereavement, Faith, Life, loss, Uncategorized
Tagged Bereavement, Christianity, Distractions, Faith, life, loss, Twitter
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A Little Bit of Life 